My name is Miroslav Brázdil, I am forty-four years old, I have had years of drug addiction and crime. Life on the street, prison... Today I am trying to come to terms with my past, reintegrate into civil society, live a full life in accordance with the law, work, undergo therapy...
I was born in 1980 in Kroměříž and I spent my childhood in the small town of Kvasice in Kroměříž. The family situation was complicated. From various multiple marriages of both parents, I have five brothers and three sisters.
My mother left my father when I was a year and a half and as an only child I was left in the care of my father. He tried to start a new family, but after several unsuccessful attempts, all he had left was alcohol. Most often I was with my grandmother, who took care of me. She was physically disabled, a World War II war casualty. When I was ten years old, my father suffered a serious injury, stopped walking, and my grandmother had to take care of him as well. My father completely fell into alcoholism. and literally drank himself to death when I was twelve years old.
Mom was physically disabled from birth, lived in the same city, I had the opportunity to visit her, but the family situation was dismal. After the collapse of her second marriage, she found herself in poverty while raising my sister and two brothers.
I lived with my grandmother until she was 15, when she died. I should have switched to the care of my mother, but in reality I was already looking for ways from home away. I was only fourteen when I first went to Prague to experienced.
In Prague, I joined a party of children on the street, children running away from home or from institutions. We walked around the city and it was a great adventure. The first time I came into contact with drugs. At the age of fifteen, I left home permanently and went into hiding in Prague. A kid like that doesn't have a lot of options - crime, prostitution, drugs...
By about the age of eighteen, I was able to sail through, I got time abroad, experimented with hard drugs, committed petty crime. I couldn't see further back then until the next day, and even that was a very foggy outlook. At nineteen, on the street, homeless, addicted to injecting meth, I realized my life was badly screwed up. I found myself in a group of juvenile drug addicts stealing from department stores in Prague. But I was soon in real trouble with the law as a young adult.
I went to prison for the first time when I was 21 years old., the sentence was short - four months. Soon followed another, half a year, and a month after the release, again another half year. A spiral of property crime, recidivism and recidivism began to unravel.
I don't even know how I managed to keep in touch with my family, sometimes I visited my mother in Moravia, but the more difficult and complicated the life situation I caused myself, the less frequent my visits and contact with my family became. Until, perhaps, we disappeared from our sight for a few years. That's the thing I regret most, that we became so estranged that even that family wasn't the link between us.
I got into the gears of prison care and I have to admit that there were times when I was glad I ended up in prison, and not necessarily on pathology. It is true that as I write this story now, it is a very sad reading, but there were also bright moments and moments on which a new life could later begin to be built, and thanks to which it is possible to come face to face with the past today. I have heard many times from others or from fellow prisoners how proud they are of this or that, how proud they are of who they really are. For myself, I have to say that I belong to those who are less proud of themselves. On who I was and what I was doing.
But the fact that I'm writing this story today means that something had to happen, something in me had to change. I changed, something had to work and work, but it took many years.
In 2018 I found myself in Vinařice Prison, I was thirty-eight years old. I was serving my sentence for perhaps the twelfth time. and I knew I'd have to sit hard for three years. But I still wanted to do something with my life.
I recall a conversation with the prison chaplain who asked me the last time I was happy. That thought kept coming back to me for a long time mainly because I didn't have an answer for it. I realized that I was not happy at all in my life and that was like a revelation.
I decided to get a job as an operator in prison and join the A-Giga s.r.o call center. I went through training and received a retraining certificate. After a year of working my way up among the ten most successful operators, I was approached, whether I am interested in the therapeutic community program KEMP in Vinarice.
This program is primarily intended for first-time convicts serving sentences, but I was given the opportunity. I realized it was a chance for change, a care I didn't have before, and basically a second chance. The biggest impression was left in me by special projects - GLM (Good Life Models), where we worked on the causes of our own crime, and Building Bridges, meeting offenders with victims of crime.
It all made a difference in my life, we had regular addictology care and we were dating the possibilities and ways in which the system helps people with an addiction problem and other...
One of the most important programs for A-Giga employees is Accompaniment from the non-profit organization Šance PRO, a project that addresses social, family and work matters already during the execution of the sentence before release. But I wanted to start on my own. I saved twenty thousand in three years and thought that was a sufficient basis. I refused the help offered, a job and accommodation. I lied to myself, and somewhere hidden in my soul I already knew exactly where I would go with my money after my release, but I could not admit it to myself.
I still remember what, thank God, finally stuck in my memory, and that is Slogan of the program Accompaniment.
“When you make a mistake, come to us and admit it, and as long as you want to address the mistake, you will get help, if you don't lie and treat us like human beings, we will never turn our backs. ,,
With twenty thousand, I drove to Prague to the nearest drug dealer. After a few days I found myself in another city, sleeping in a tent by the river Elbe. Finally, with absolutely no means, I headed back to Prague, where a police patrol found me. It was discovered that I still have a valid ban on staying in Prague and then I spent five months in prison. My freedom and grand plans lasted exactly two months.
I realised I had to take an uncompromising stance. During those five months in prison, I negotiated admission to inpatient treatment of addiction in the Psychiatric Hospital in Horní Beřkovice and subsequent stay in the therapeutic community Kladno Dubí. I started communicating with A-Giga again and this time I kept it up.
Today I can say that I have had six months of hard dril in a medical institution, I quit smoking there after 30 years and started running instead. I went through a ten-month therapeutic program in the community of the Social Intervention Facility in Kladno Dubí. I have been working for A-Giga s.r.o for more than eight months, this time in civilian life, I got a more responsible job.
I am continuing in a post-treatment outpatient program, living in a sheltered apartment and preparing for an independent life. I have a permanent job, a great team of colleagues. We were participants in the Yellow Ribbon Run.
I am going through an important period of stabilization. I live under the rules of sheltered housing, I am in contact with my family, I pay off debts, I play sports. I respect the court-ordered ban on residence in Prague, which in the past has been the cause of several criminal prosecutions.
With prolonged abstinence and a proper life, the quality of life will increase. And that's probably what I'm experiencing - a higher quality of life. Improving relationships in the family, love and joint moments that we experience together again, as well as personal moments when I feel well, I used to say, so this is a touch of happiness...
There are a lot of things I can't really change, there's no turning back time. There are things I'm learning to live with. But today I have more options and some freedom to deal with my future.
And in conclusion, the most important thing is to be open to what life brings, while being firm in your attitude. What I know exactly is what happens if I fail. But the unknown that awaits me, I overcome it in myself, because that is the change. Change is possible! But it's not free.
Written 8/2024
Today (2025) M. Brázdil is an employee of A-Giga in civilian life for 15 months.
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Rapper Lipo prepares a clip for a song about a second chance, thus promoting enlightenment on the topic of children of imprisoned parents
Well-known rapper, singer and lyricist Lipo, who is an ambassador for the Yellow Ribbon Run initiative, is preparing a music video for the song Sara, which tells the story of finding a second chance and a way out of a difficult life situation. On the song he collaborated with Kuba Ryba, frontman of the band Rybička 48. The project is created in collaboration with Yellow Ribbon, which has been helping people start again after serving a sentence for ten years.
“The song Sara tells the story of a man who is looking for a way back into life, learning to take responsibility for his mistakes and trying to give a second chance to himself and the people around him,” says Lipo.
“Together with Cuba Ryba, we wanted to give this song even more power, not only musically, but also humanly, and thus send a message to society. “
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“It's important that these themes reach the public domain through music that has the power to reach a broad audience across generations. “
Music for Change
The clip will be filmed, among other things, in the premises of Jiřice Prison and will involve people who have their own experience of returning to life after serving a sentence. The themes of parenting and the parent-child relationship will be part of the story.
“Music is a powerful tool, it can open up complex social topics in a way that is accessible, emotional and understandable,” says Gabriela Slováková, initiator of the Yellow Ribbon Run in the Czech Republic and director of the Probation and Mediation Service.
“By collaborating with artists like Lipo and Kuba Ryba, we are taking criminal policy awareness to a whole new level. “
The largest campaign about second chances in the Czech Republic
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Acknowledgements
We thank the Prison Service of the Czech Republic and the management of Jiřice Prison for their willingness and support not only in the implementation of filming, but also in our other projects.
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